1. Lovers

    At the moment I’m seeing some guys… A few… 

    But already knowing this ain’t gonna work out!

    Since my ex and I broke up there hasn’t been one single guy that really triggered me.

    Guys I liked, not loved, guys I loved not liked… So complicated!

    All the men I went out with lately were older, not wiser. And our dating stopped after 3 or 4 times.

    The ones I liked were not available….

    First I didn’t really mind, but then I started to feel lonely, my sisters and friends starting a relationship and me drowning in the middle. 

    Now (like the 7th boy gone) I really get frustrated! What about me, for god’s sake?!

    What’s wrong with me?

    Or is it that I’m just not ready to love again?